One for the thumbnails was of a guy sucking a cock through a hole in the wall. So I walked over to my laptop to change the video and what I saw next was the most wonderful thing ever. I moaned on my play cock as I heard the voice of some black guy dominating some cocksucker. In the past 4 mouths I had become quite the cocksucker. I did this for months until one day the solution to my cocksucker problem revealed itself. When I was out of town I would connect to the hotel wifi and play verbal gay cocksucking porn from porn sites, (I couldn't actually watch the porn because seeing two men would turn me off, again not homophobic just not my thing) I would stick my dildo to the wall and suck on it while the stud degraded the cocksucker, I pretended he was talking to me. I ended up buying a cyberskin dildo to suck and it kept me happy. I decided to let the gay thing go, it looks like there is no way to get cock without dealing with very complicated men. How ironic, I was forced to suck a cock just a little while ago but now I couldn't get simple cock no matter how hard I tried using the internet. I hadn't had a cock sense my first one and I desperately wanted cock but I didn't want to start a big production just for cock. I was starting to get really angry about the situation. Sometimes I would get to chatting with guys and they would tell me they could meet up and then they wouldn't I didn't want to get to know a man I just wanted to extract some cum. They wanted to know who I was, how long I was in town, if I could send pictures of myself and a whole host of other stupid shit. Most guys wanted to suck me too, I don't get how I was so turned off by the idea of being with a man who sucks cocks when I myself was a cocksucker but if I could control what turned me on I wouldn't be a cocksucker at all, so I didn't bother tying to analyzes myself.Įveryone talked to much on the apps. I had issues finding guys that just wanted head. I don't want to put my mouth on a guy if I know he likes to put his cock in some guys shitter, ewww. Most of these guys wanted to be involved with anal sex. I would chat with guys who described themselves as "str8 acting" but I don't think we were on the same page. I couldn't image my trucker lifting up his shirt, making a kissy face and taking a picture of himself in the bathroom). It would always be the same story I would turn on the app and I would see a bunch of man-selfies (That was a turn off. I wasn't having any luck on apps or web sights or any of the other options that came up under gay personals.
I need cock, just the cock and nothing but the cock.
I had never been homophobic before but after trying to get dick I realized I wasn't into gay guys and I didn't want to be gay. I started to search online for ways just to get cock. I felt like I was straight and I had no desire to be with a man.
So after having a taste of cock and cum I was hooked. I wanted to talk about what happened a few months later when I got a chance the suck cock again. It's a long story but you can read all about it. It all started when I got turned out at a rest stop by a trucker. Hi I'm a married cock sucker and no, my wife doesn't know. ***Spoiler*** this story is about a homophobic cocksucking man coming to terms with himself by gay sex in public.
This story is graphic! If gay sex, public sex or forced sexual situations offend you please do not read this story.